During my stay in Kingston, I met a guy from San Diego, who inspired me to try expanding the world again. (even we're not so young, nor bright.)
He is about to restart his carrier in the states without any connections. Since he retired the job in his late 20s, he had been studying language and eventually moved there. Now he is planning to stay longer to find a job.
I can imagine that he was at a turning point around the age, which is not full of hope, but not hopeless.
During those days, I guess he was thinking he had given an obligation to make a choice, make a change for his own life.
As you can imagine, from the moment your heart started beating, you've never been able to control it. You've just followed it as it works. And you won't manage it until the end of your life.
So, in your life-adventures to the world, like he made it, like your heart beating, it will come to you and you won't control it.
You also don't know when it comes to you. Unfortunately your age doesn't matter.
It's just like a gift from your parents, or a sort of curse from your ancestors. You have right to refuse, but it's your gift so why don't you accept to open? Or it's a curse that you can't get lid of it.
When you receive it, you don't look back. Just follow the way and don't lose it.
You only look back when you reach the conclusion to set your life permanently. Of course, you don't know the part of when.
You are going to do it and you'll see yourself when you get the way.
